Yeah... i feel so lucky... i can choose whether i want to work or stop working... its just a matter of choosing "the right" decision... but still.. I'm lucky.. i'm free to choose...
I realize.. that the most important thing for my family is... my happines... cos my happines will brighten my family... whatever my decision will be... i must consider... which choice that can make more happy... and i've found that... dropping my current (new) position will make me happy... will make my kids.. happy....
Some ppl said that i have sacrificed myself... but i don't see that sacrifice is bad thing.. sometime we must do it... cos of love.. no one to blame... its pure my decision... and if i found this decision is wrong someday... this decision is not s'thing to blame... Things change.. manythings happenned... good or bad...
So what ever it will be... i'll try to be brave enough to face it... Life is like riding a roller coaster.. and God is the mechanic... it will go up and down... but it will stop eventually.. and it will not harm you... or at least it will not harm me.. cos i trust the Mechanic so badly....
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